Do Not Wonder/Do Not Worry

Do not wonder,
for he will swallow his screams so deep in his subconscious
that he will look at the face of every significant other,
and he will not see what he saw in the one who mattered most.
He will spend the remainder of his existence,
wondering what these feelings are, why they are there,
and wondering if he will ever come to know her again.

Do not worry,
for she will blindly follow him into the depths below,
and she will look into the eyes of what was once, and she will wonder
if these eyes, these hands, these words, belong to the one
who so much mattered above all else.
She will spend the remainder of her time,
never knowing what was truth, what was lies,
and wondering if she will ever come to know him again.

-LJ
6 July 2017